What shall I do ???

Tonight, I cry like a baby ....

T____________T

I'm the lucky one !

Yeshh...

I'M BACK TO THE EARTH.

i'm fully blessed by my Lord Papa ..

to be honest,

i feel that i'm so lucky to have such a wonderful family,

I'm lucky to have a bunch of lovely friends.

I'm lucky to have the chance to come oversea to further my studies.

I'm lucky to have the chance to fulfill my dreams.

I'm lucky to choose a course that i like THE MOST.

I'm lucky to have ALL OF YOU IN MY LIFE.

I'M SO BLESSED AND I'M SO LUCKY.

Thanks Lord~~~~

Sincerely,

Mandy

Nurse on duty SOON !

#PA Hospital#

Time flies !!!
finally, i have to go for my 3 weeks training at PA Hospital.

i'm going to Neuroscience Ward, so called Mental Illness Ward.

while all of my friends are going to Cardio, Respiratory, etc.

To be honest, i'm excited and looking forward for it.

Princess Alexandra Hospital (PA Hospital) is a really big hospital.

I need to follow the roaster in the ward.
pity !!!!

They divided us into AM (morning shift) & PM (afternoon shift)

and also different wards.

WELL,

AM is from 7am to 3:30pm.

PM is from 1:30pm to 9:30pm.

#entrance of the hospital#
Yeap,

this is the entrance !!!
It's really big, and they are still "enlarging" the hospital.

#night view#
My placement is from 7th of Nov till 25th of Nov.

3 weeks.

i can't wait to know who will be my 1st patient for this training.

=)
this will be a NEW challenge for me.

i prayed to Lord,
to give me strength and patience to do all the things during this placement.

#ME (04/11)#
WELL ~~~~

i guess i have to wake up at 5am 2morrow morning.

because we have an orientation in the hospital at 7am.

=)

Wish me all da best peeps.

i will try my best to update here and FB.

<3

I love all of you and good luck you all too !!

P/S: BEWARE !!! NURSE ON DUTY ~~~~

Mandy :)

My LORD

yes..

finally i'm free to update my blog.

To be honest, i had a really bad month- October.

i get really pissed off ...

but,

i know GOD is challenging me.

"RELY ON GOD"

Although this is a very simple sentence,

but when I really want to do it,

IT'S HARD.

but, HALLELUJAH ..

i did it..

Let me tell you guys, how bad is my October.

My laptop broke down.

and i don't want to fix it in Australia,

as in the cost is extremely EXPENSIVE.

My lecturer lost my assessment, which mean i have to RESUBMIT.

but not too bad, i have a soft copy ...

I had 3 "big" exams (Pathophysiology, Chronic disease & Medication)

and guess what !!!

I FAILED 3 OF THEM.

it doesn't mean i fail all of them.

i failed certain chapters,

so i have to resit all those chapters that i failed.

After all, i passed all of them after the resit, except MEDICATION.

i cant believe this and of course i felt very upset and depressed.

I even doubt that whether i'm able to become a Nurse or not.

Luckily, my lecturer granted me a resit again.

and I PASSED IT.

HOORAY !!!!

finally ...as in really ...FINALLY !!!

all these bad luck "thingy" end.

OCTOBER was really a challenge month for me.

I cant do anything besides RELY ON GOD.

my churchmates supported me when i feel weak spiritually.

so do my mom and my brother.

My dad sent me a super duper long message for me,

so sweet of them.

Isaiah 41.10

"So do not fear, for i am with you;

do not be dismayed, for I am your God.

I will strengthen you and help you;

I will uphold you with my righteous right hand."

One of my friend in UK gave me this verse when i tell her what i'm facing.

This verse helps me A LOT.

i keep reading it until i really PASTE it in my heart.

I hope this verse can help those who read my bloggie..

=)

God will make a way...when there seems to be no way.

NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE IN GOD !!

it's November.

Time flies like a rocket ~~~~

Busy November for me.

I'm going to start my placement,

so called training next Monday.

i will work in Neuroscience Ward in PA Hospital for 3 weeks.

:)

i will try my best to keep myself update in Blogger.

or else,

you guys can check up my FB...

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=728713026#!/

OK !!!

i gonna get myself ready and enjoy my FRIDAY :)

P/S: If God answers your prayers, He is increasing your faith. If he doesn't, He is training your patience.

Mandy :)

I'm DOWN

#i cried#

Without any asking,
and any doubts,

YES,
i cried
and
i lost


I'm crying around the corner.
Hiding myself
and
cry horribly.

I thought i can face it without any tears.
but
i realized,
i can't ...


i just want the whole world to leave me alone NOW.

I NEED PEACE TO CALM MYSELF DOWN.

:'(

Mandy :(

If you want my respect, show me you deserve it.

#night walk 09/10/2011#

WE ALL HAD OUR OWN LIFE !!

Seriously we don't have to put people down to bring our mood up.
We should know that everyone has difficulties to face behind their mask.
So, please don't judge people when you don't even know about them !
Gain your self respect if you want others to respect you.

I want someone who will respect my limits, my needs and my believes
i don't concern myself with condescending advice,
because I knew I am the only person that can change my own life.

I don't want to be one of those girls who will sit there and let things happen.
i just want to be a girl who will go out and make things happen.
I never want to look back at life and say "damn i wish i did this & did that".

We're not perfect. Any of us. We make mistakes,
we screw up but eventually we forgive and move forward :)

This is lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)

Mandy :)

LIFE

#original picture taken on 07/10/11#

As we grow up,
we learn that even the one person
that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will.
You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' heart.
You'll fight with your best friend
or maybe even fall in love with them,
and you will cry because time is flying by.
So take too many pictures, laughs too much,
forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt.
Life come with no guarantees,
no time outs, no second chances.
you just have to live life to the fullest,
tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off,
speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand,
comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up,
stay up late , be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts.
Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all,
live in the moment
because every second you spend angry
or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

Smile :)
&
FIGHT FOR YOUR DREAM !!

Mandy :)